مسك الليل🖤

              hey, I don't know what to say or what to write I just felt like it's time to start writing on this blog instead of just writing in my journal (well I stopped writing in my journal a long time ago) , I don't feel that confident to show everyone what I write or how I think and I feel embarrassed from the fact that someone will read my articles and he would feel embarrassed in my place , however I will write about how I think not just because I love writing but because I found out a long time ago that I need writing to breath I mean I need to breath writing , it makes me feel alive and not just existing and if it didn't make me feel alive , it makes me realize that I'm here , I'm existing I'm not dead yet, it's what keeps me sane , well I've never knew I needed it this much in my life until  suicide was the only idea that haunting my mind and someone told me to start writing about how I feel.  I was not planning on writing this , c...